I have to update my objectives regularly as I get new information. Now I have to start from somewhere really small, like a wave and move forward from there. Before even thinking about pursuing towards an emotional movement, I have to get a very good contact with the controls. At least this is what I think. And starting with a standing position is easy enough.
So more testing and ..
I feel a little bit scared, what if I'm not going to make it? What if all this is for nothing? How can I be sure that this is.. Actually, now I notice what's the step in this situation. I realized that I have been wanting to learn controlling 3d character for a long time. For some reason it seems like a big step to do, and I notice I'm stalling, checking out the web and still preparing. Maybe I stall, because i feel the anticipation is familiar to me. I've always waited, in some level to do this, so now when I'm on the verge.. I still want to wait.
Now I just have to go over, and really feel that I'm doing it. Understand that I have come to this point through my own work and effort. Maybe it's not a big thing, but at the moment it sure feels like one. And it should.
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